I failed AGAIN!

Hi, it is update time

I have started somethings but till now i have failed in one, i am not sure if the current one is also working while i am working on another idea, like something has to work, and at my home they aren't supporting me for what i am doing, they just wanted me to go for a job but i can't i don't know why, but i just can't. 

Just wanted to leave home as soon as possible if i have to work on myself i can't just stay here, no one is supporting me, feeling left out. just wanted to run away from the home.

I made a new friend who i loved talking to for like 50 min we talked and i loved it. and also one of my friend she keep on supporting me, and also a friend who is also supporting but there are also people who are not supporting me doubting me, just hate it. 

i wish i found some work and live there and work, i'm ready to work for free and stay and do my work also. You know the hard way, if i lived where i am now i won't go anywhere, cause the environment i can't live and work here.

Failing and this environment, but i guess there is more for me, more failures are waiting for me, next may be a success so i ought to go for it, no matter what, what the fuck it takes, i can't go back it's one way.

NO TURNING BACK, I'LL JUST KEEP MOVING FORWARD AND DOCUMENTING IT.

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